Sunday, 7 April 2019

LETTING GO OF OUR PAST

20190407 LETTING GO OF OUR PAST


07 APRIL, 2019, Sunday, 5th Week in Lent
Readings at Mass
Liturgical Colour: Violet.

First reading
Isaiah 43:16-21 ©

See, I am doing a new deed, and I will give my chosen people drink
Thus says the Lord,
who made a way through the sea,
a path in the great waters;
who put chariots and horse in the field
and a powerful army
which lay there never to rise again,
snuffed out, put out like a wick:
No need to recall the past,
no need to think about what was done before.
See, I am doing a new deed,
even now it comes to light; can you not see it?
Yes, I am making a road in the wilderness,
paths in the wilds.
The wild beasts will honour me,
jackals and ostriches,
because I am putting water in the wilderness
(rivers in the wild)
to give my chosen people drink.
The people I have formed for myself
will sing my praises.

Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 125(126) ©
What marvels the Lord worked for us! Indeed we were glad.
When the Lord delivered Zion from bondage,
  it seemed like a dream.
Then was our mouth filled with laughter,
  on our lips there were songs.
What marvels the Lord worked for us! Indeed we were glad.
The heathens themselves said: ‘What marvels
  the Lord worked for them!’
What marvels the Lord worked for us!
  Indeed we were glad.
What marvels the Lord worked for us! Indeed we were glad.
Deliver us, O Lord, from our bondage
  as streams in dry land.
Those who are sowing in tears
  will sing when they reap.
What marvels the Lord worked for us! Indeed we were glad.
They go out, they go out, full of tears,
  carrying seed for the sowing:
they come back, they come back, full of song,
  carrying their sheaves.
What marvels the Lord worked for us! Indeed we were glad.

Second reading
Philippians 3:8-14 ©

I look on everything as so much rubbish if only I can have Christ
I believe nothing can happen that will outweigh the supreme advantage of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For him I have accepted the loss of everything, and I look on everything as so much rubbish if only I can have Christ and be given a place in him. I am no longer trying for perfection by my own efforts, the perfection that comes from the Law, but I want only the perfection that comes through faith in Christ, and is from God and based on faith. All I want is to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and to share his sufferings by reproducing the pattern of his death. That is the way I can hope to take my place in the resurrection of the dead. Not that I have become perfect yet: I have not yet won, but I am still running, trying to capture the prize for which Christ Jesus captured me. I can assure you my brothers, I am far from thinking that I have already won. All I can say is that I forget the past and I strain ahead for what is still to come; I am racing for the finish, for the prize to which God calls us upwards to receive in Christ Jesus.

Gospel Acclamation
Joel2:12-13
Praise to you, O Christ, king of eternal glory!
Now, now – it is the Lord who speaks –
come back to me with all your heart,
for I am all tenderness and compassion.
Praise to you, O Christ, king of eternal glory!

Gospel
John 8:1-11 ©

'Let the one among you who has not sinned be the first to throw a stone'
Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. At daybreak he appeared in the Temple again; and as all the people came to him, he sat down and began to teach them.
  The scribes and Pharisees brought a woman along who had been caught committing adultery; and making her stand there in full view of everybody, they said to Jesus, ‘Master, this woman was caught in the very act of committing adultery, and Moses has ordered us in the Law to condemn women like this to death by stoning. What have you to say?’ They asked him this as a test, looking for something to use against him. But Jesus bent down and started writing on the ground with his finger. As they persisted with their question, he looked up and said, ‘If there is one of you who has not sinned, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.’ Then he bent down and wrote on the ground again. When they heard this they went away one by one, beginning with the eldest, until Jesus was left alone with the woman, who remained standing there. He looked up and said, ‘Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?’ ‘No one, sir’ she replied. ‘Neither do I condemn you,’ said Jesus ‘go away, and do not sin any more.’


LETTING GO OF OUR PAST

SCRIPTURE READINGS: [ Is 43:16-21Ps 126:1-6Phil 3:8-14Jn 8:1-11  ]
We all have our past.  Sometimes it is our glorious past, our successes and achievements that we reminisce with pride and satisfaction.  Sometimes, it is the mistakes that we look back on with remorse.  Sometimes, it is the golden opportunities that we failed to seize that cause us to regret.
Remembering our past is important.  That is why we need to know our history.  When we cut off our history, we paralyze the future.  History is more than just a record of events that happened in the past but they are lessons to be learned so that we will not repeat the same mistakes of our past and that of our forefathers.  On the other hand, the achievements and heroic sacrifices of our forefathers become inspirations for us to make further progress.
But why do the scripture readings this Sunday, invite us three times to forget our past?  From the prophet Isaiah, the Lord said, “No need to recall the past, no need to think about what was done before.”  St Paul wrote, “All I can say is that I forget the past and I strain ahead for what is still to come.”  To the adulterous woman, the Lord said, “‘Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?’ ‘No one, sir,’ she replied. ‘Neither do I condemn you,’ said Jesus ‘go away, and don’t sin anymore.'”  Indeed, this theme of letting go of our past seems to be the focus of this Sunday’s liturgy.  So, what does it mean to let go of our past? 
Remembering is a two-edged sword when we remember the past in a negative way.  In the first instance, remembering the past could lead people to wallow in the sad moments of their life. When that happens, instead of helping us to grow in grace and in focus, the past events cripple us.  This is what happens to many people who fall into depression, who are morbid and negative towards life.  They allow their past to condition them negatively and color their vision towards life and people in a warped manner. They keep recounting their past pains and their sufferings so that the fear of the future cripples them from letting go.  Some simply cannot forgive themselves and end up condemning themselves as hopeless and incorrigible.  By so doing, we will also not be able to look at others positively through our hurtful eyes.
This explains why the Lord set the woman free from her past so that she could move forward in life.  In the story of the adulterous woman, the Lord said to the accusers, “‘If there is one of you who has not sinned, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.”  Of course, everyone has sinned and so they left one after another.   The truth is that all of us have sinned and that is why it shows that we have no right to condemn others.  It has been suggested that what Jesus wrote on the ground was the sins of the woman’s indicters.  We are often so blind to our own faults that we focus only on others and overlook our own.
In the case of St Paul, he too kept recounting the past, but as something positive.  He used his past mistakes to glorify God’s mercy and love which changed and transformed His life.  He wrote, “I am grateful to Christ Jesus our Lord, who has strengthened me, because he judged me faithful and appointed me to his service, even though I was formerly a blasphemer, a persecutor, and a man of violence. But I received mercy because I had acted ignorantly in unbelief, and the grace of our Lord overflowed for me with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. The saying is sure and worthy of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners – of whom I am the foremost.”  (1 Tim 1:12-15)  If our past is seen as truly past, then it has no more hold over us.  Instead, we become grateful for the mistakes we made because we see them as grace moments through which we learn and grow.
In the second instance, when we think of the past too much from the perspective of our achievements and successes, we can also delimit ourselves from further growth.  We tend to fossilize our successes, strategies and plans that were then suitable for its time.  We keep going back to the past glories of our forefathers.  Indeed, there are those who take refuge by clinging to their past glories because they cannot handle the present challenges.  They keep on evoking the past instead of being receptive to the new challenges ahead of them and make the necessary changes and adaptations.  They are escapists and traditionalists.  They will become redundant.
This was what happened to the Israelites when they kept recounting the marvelous things the Lord did for them during the first Exodus.  They were hoping for a similar miraculous liberation from their exile.  But the Lord said, “No need to think about what was done before.” He would be doing something even greater than what their Fathers saw at the Exodus.  It would be incomparable.  The Lord was going to do greater things that no one could imagine.  “See, I am doing a new deed, even now it comes to light; can you not see it? Yes, I am making a road in the wilderness, paths in the wilds.”   And what would this great miraculous event be?
This miraculous event is none other than the Passion, death and resurrection of our Lord.   Indeed, this is the greatest miracle of all time.  God who became man in Jesus at the Incarnation did not simply stop there but He emptied Himself, “taking the form of a slave, being born in human likeness. And being found in human form, he humbled himself and became obedient to the point of death – even death on a cross.”  (Phil 2:7f)  Indeed, this was the new Exodus that Isaiah was ultimately referring to beyond the Israelites’ return from exile under Emperor Cyrus of Persia.  With the passion, death, and resurrection of our Lord, God showed us His power over life and death; evil and sin.   For St Paul, encountering the passion, death, and resurrection of our Lord was the key to living fully in the present for the future, with faith and confidence.  He said, “I believe nothing can happen that will outweigh the supreme advantage of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For him I have accepted the loss of everything, and I look on everything as so much rubbish if only I can have Christ and be given a place in him.”
Consequently, for St Paul to let go of his past meant that justification could no longer come from observing the law as he was taught by his forefathers.  He said, “I am no longer trying for perfection by my own efforts, the perfection that comes from the Law, but I want only the perfection that comes through faith in Christ, and is from God and based on faith.”  St Paul who was a true rabbi came to realize that the law could not justify him because one either cannot observe the laws completely or one observes them in a legalistic manner out of egotism, pride or fear.  Using one’s efforts alone cannot make us perfect.  The law cannot deliver us from sin because knowing what is right does not give us the capacity to observe them. St Paul writing to the Galatians said, “We have come to believe in Christ Jesus, so that we might be justified by faith in Christ, and not by doing the works of the law, because no one will be justified by the works of the law.” (Gal 2:16)
So how can one be freed from his past so that he can live a new life?  It is faith in Christ alone who gives us the capacity to do good because of His love and mercy for us.  In Christ Jesus, we know that God always forgives us for the sins of our past.  He does not take into account what we have done wrong.  He is only concerned about our future.  He has, as St Paul wrote, “For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.”  (2 Cor 5:21)  And in the letter of Peter, he wrote, “He himself bore our sins in his body on the cross, so that, free from sins, we might live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed.’  (1 Pt 2:24)
Having received God’s mercy, what is now required is to reproduce Christ’s death and resurrection in our lives. St Paul wrote, “All I want is to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and to share his sufferings by reproducing the pattern of his death. That is the way I can hope to take my place in the resurrection of the dead.”  What we are called to do is to imitate the Lord because of what He has done for us.
But we need to rely on the primacy of grace, not on our efforts alone.  This is what the psalmist reminds us.  “When the Lord delivered Zion from bondage, it seemed like a dream.  Then was our mouth filled with laughter, on our lips there were songs.  The heathens themselves said: ‘What marvels the Lord worked for them!’ What marvels the Lord worked for us!  Indeed, we were glad.”  We can perfect ourselves with the love and mercy of God.  St Paul wrote, “Not that I have become perfect yet: I have not yet won, but I am still running, trying to capture the prize for which Christ Jesus captured me. I can assure you my brothers, I am far from thinking that I have already won.”
Nevertheless, we take courage that every time we fail, we can turn to the Lord for forgiveness and seek a renewal of His love and mercy.  He wants to do greater things for us through our failures.  But we must leave the past behind by learning from our mistakes and that of others so that we might use them for our growth.  We must remember the past with gratitude and joy for what God has done for us by transforming our mistakes into graces for a new life.  Indeed, St Paul wrote, “We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose.” (Rom 8:28)

Written by The Most Rev William Goh, Roman Catholic Archbishop of Singapore © All Rights Reserved


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