Saturday, 11 February 2017

FACING OUR INADEQUACIES BY TURNING TO JESUS

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Readings at Mass
Liturgical Colour: Green.

First reading
Genesis 3:9-24 ©
The Lord God called to the man. ‘Where are you?’ he asked. ‘I heard the sound of you in the garden;’ he replied ‘I was afraid because I was naked, so I hid.’ ‘Who told you that you were naked?’ he asked ‘Have you been eating of the tree I forbade you to eat?’ The man replied, ‘It was the woman you put with me; she gave me the fruit, and I ate it.’ Then the Lord God asked the woman, ‘What is this you have done?’ The woman replied, ‘The serpent tempted me and I ate.’
  Then the Lord God said to the serpent, ‘Because you have done this,
‘Be accursed beyond all cattle,
all wild beasts.
You shall crawl on your belly and eat dust
every day of your life.
I will make you enemies of each other:
you and the woman,
your offspring and her offspring.
It will crush your head
and you will strike its heel.’
To the woman he said:
‘I will multiply your pains in childbearing,
you shall give birth to your children in pain.
Your yearning shall be for your husband,
yet he will lord it over you.’
To the man he said, ‘Because you listened to the voice of your wife and ate from the tree of which I had forbidden you to eat,
‘Accursed be the soil because of you.
With suffering shall you get your food from it
every day of your life.
It shall yield you brambles and thistles,
and you shall eat wild plants.
With sweat on your brow
shall you eat your bread,
until you return to the soil,
as you were taken from it.
For dust you are
and to dust you shall return.’
The man named his wife ‘Eve’ because she was the mother of all those who live. The Lord God made clothes out of skins for the man and his wife, and they put them on. Then the Lord God said, ‘See, the man has become like one of us, with his knowledge of good and evil. He must not be allowed to stretch his hand out next and pick from the tree of life also, and eat some and live for ever.’ So the Lord God expelled him from the garden of Eden, to till the soil from which he had been taken. He banished the man, and in front of the garden of Eden he posted the cherubs, and the flame of a flashing sword, to guard the way to the tree of life.

Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 89(90):2-6,12-13 ©
O Lord, you have been our refuge from one generation to the next.
Before the mountains were born
  or the earth or the world brought forth,
  you are God, without beginning or end.
O Lord, you have been our refuge from one generation to the next.
You turn men back to dust
  and say: ‘Go back, sons of men.’
To your eyes a thousand years
  are like yesterday, come and gone,
  no more than a watch in the night.
O Lord, you have been our refuge from one generation to the next.
You sweep men away like a dream,
  like the grass which springs up in the morning.
In the morning it springs up and flowers:
  by evening it withers and fades.
O Lord, you have been our refuge from one generation to the next.
Make us know the shortness of our life
  that we may gain wisdom of heart.
Lord, relent! Is your anger for ever?
  Show pity to your servants.
O Lord, you have been our refuge from one generation to the next.

Gospel Acclamation
Mt4:4
Alleluia, alleluia!
Man does not live on bread alone,
but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.
Alleluia!

Gospel
Mark 8:1-10 ©
A great crowd had gathered, and they had nothing to eat. So Jesus called his disciples to him and said to them, ‘I feel sorry for all these people; they have been with me for three days now and have nothing to eat. If I send them off home hungry they will collapse on the way; some have come a great distance.’ His disciples replied, ‘Where could anyone get bread to feed these people in a deserted place like this?’ He asked them, ‘How many loaves have you?’ ‘Seven’ they said. Then he instructed the crowd to sit down on the ground, and he took the seven loaves, and after giving thanks he broke them and handed them to his disciples to distribute; and they distributed them among the crowd. They had a few small fish as well, and over these he said a blessing and ordered them to be distributed also. They ate as much as they wanted, and they collected seven basketfuls of the scraps left over. Now there had been about four thousand people. He sent them away and immediately, getting into the boat with his disciples, went to the region of Dalmanutha.

FACING OUR INADEQUACIES BY TURNING TO JESUS

SCRIPTURE READINGS: [ GEN 3:9-24; MARK 8:1-10   ]
“A great crowd had gathered, and they had nothing to eat. So Jesus called his disciples to him and said to them, ‘I feel sorry for all these people; they have been with me for three days now and have nothing to eat.”  As a priest I can easily identify myself with Jesus.  Indeed, day in and day out, I receive one request after another for assistance.  Some are thirsting for knowledge; others for understanding, still others for healing and restoration of relationships. Others still, are under some kind of bondage, spiritual or emotional, especially unforgiveness. Many are lost, confused and are on the verge of giving up on their lives.  Then there are those who are coping with grief, failures and disappointments.  More often than not, I feel totally inadequate to meet the numerous demands that come from every quarter of life, mostly due to time constraint, or sometimes due to helplessness, as they are beyond my competency.
I have no doubt that all of us, regardless, whether we are priests or lay, have many demands placed on us.  Those of us in the service industry, social work, or are caregivers will surely understand the stress in serving those who come to us for help.  Even parents get upset with their children when they are unable to satisfy their unending requests.  Conversely, some of us are upset with our parents, especially when they make unreasonable demands on us. Deep in our hearts, we want to serve and fulfill their requests, but we too feel so powerless.  As a consequence, some of us end up suffering burnout in our ministry.  We lose zeal or hope, and give up completely on those people whom we are serving.
If you are feeling helpless and inadequate, then at least, there is hope.  This was how the disciples felt when Jesus told them, “If I send them off home hungry they will collapse on the way; some have come a great distance.’ His disciples replied, ‘Where could anyone get bread to feed these people in a deserted place like this?’”  They too were exasperated when Jesus hinted that they should provide the food for the four thousand.   Perhaps Jesus wanted to stretch His disciples to the point of desperation so that they will turn to Him.
Why does Jesus want us to come to our limits?  This is a necessary step in order for one to come to Jesus, the Good Shepherd.  So long as we think we can solve the problems on our own, we will rely only on our own strength and ingenuity.  This was what happened to Adam and Eve.  They wanted to be like God without depending on God, and thus fell into the devil’s deception by partaking of the fruit from the Tree of the knowledge of good and evil. They wanted full autonomy without founding their autonomy on God who is the source of our freedom. Unfortunately, instead of recognizing their folly and acknowledging their failure, they put the blame on someone else.  Adam placed the blame on the woman saying, “It was the woman you put with me; she gave me the fruit, and I ate it.”   He refused to take any blame.  The woman in turn pushed the guilt to the serpent, saying, “‘The serpent tempted me and I ate.”
Pride prevented them for acknowledging their inadequacies.  What about us?  Are we ready to admit that we are sinners and that we are nothing before the majesty of God?  This is how the psalmist felt before the greatness of God.  He said, “Before the mountains were begotten and the earth and the world were brought forth, from everlasting to everlasting you are God. You turn man back to dust, saying, ‘Return, O children of men.’ For a thousand years in your sight are as yesterday, now that it is past, or as a watch of the night.  You make an end of them in their sleep; the next morning they are like the changing grass, which at dawn springs up anew, but by evening wilts and fades.”  Truly, we are nothing before the majesty of God.
Perhaps, the punishments meted to Adam and Eve who sought to usurp the position of God was meant to put them in their place.   To the serpent, God told him that he will ultimately lose the battle. He said, “I will make you enemies of each other:  You and the woman, your offspring and her offspring. It will crush your head and you will strike its heel.’  Hence, the power of Satan is limited.  And to the woman who wanted to be the Lord, this will be the consequence, “I will multiply your pains in childbearing, you shall give birth to your children in pain. Your yearning shall be for your husband, yet he will lord it over you.”  And finally to the man, God said, “Accursed be the soil because of you. With suffering shall you get your food from it every day of your life.  It shall yield you brambles and thistles, and you shall eat wild plants. With sweat on your brow shall you eat your bread, until you return to the soil, as you were taken from it. For dust you are and to dust you shall return.”  Yes, as the psalmist says, “Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain wisdom of heart. Return, O Lord! How long? Have pity on your servants!” Sufferings and straits in life are meant to remind us that we are not gods.  We are not omnipotent, nor the creator of our lives.  Unless we know our limitations, God will not help us.
But once we acknowledge our dependence on the Lord and in humility turn to Him for help, like the crowd in the gospel, then Jesus as the Good Shepherd will reach out to us.  When asking His disciples to feed the crowd, Jesus knew that only He could do it.  Indeed, it is impossible to fulfill the requests of so many people in our lives.  We cannot accede to everyone’s needs.  For this reason, we must humbly admit with the disciples that on our own strength alone, we cannot feed the multitude of hungry people.  Only Jesus who is the Good Shepherd can do it.
So what must we do? Instead of deceiving ourselves into thinking that we are the saviour of the world, we must recognize that we are only messengers of Christ.  What we must do is to direct people to Jesus, not to ourselves.  Jesus would be able to multiply the seven loaves for the four thousand.  When we give Jesus, especially the Eucharist and the Word of God, He will personally satisfy them and feed them with His Word and the Bread of life.  Indeed, we must not underestimate the power of the Eucharist and the Word of God in changing peoples’ lives and empowering them to find a solution to their struggles and problems.  We might not be able to solve everyone’s problems but if we pray for them and bring their problems to the Lord, He will know how to reach out to them.  He will somehow give Himself to them through the Eucharist, the Word of God or through others.
Of course, it does not mean that we do nothing, but like the disciples, we must do all we can with the resources given to us.   Like the disciples, we need to present the loaves to Jesus and let Him make use of them in whatever ways He deems fit.  Yes, if we only surrender our resources, our strength, our mind and will to Jesus, He will use them efficaciously for the good of our brothers and sisters.  We are not the Good Shepherd, but shepherds after His own heart.  So let us do all we can on our part, but let us leave the rest to Jesus who knows better than we do as to how to satisfy the hungry and lonely hearts of every human person.

Written by The Most Rev William Goh Roman Catholic Archbishop of Singapore © All Rights Reserved


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