Tuesday, 2 October 2018

THE COSTS AND DEMANDS OF LIVING OUT OUR VOCATION

20181003 THE COSTS AND DEMANDS OF LIVING OUT OUR VOCATION


03 OCTOBER, 2018, Wednesday, 26th Week, Ordinary Time
Readings at Mass
Liturgical Colour: Green.

First reading
Job 9:1-13,14-16 ©

How can man be in the right against God?
Job spoke to his friends:
Indeed, I know it is as you say:
  how can man be in the right against God?
If any were so rash as to challenge him for reasons,
  one in a thousand would be more than they could answer.
His heart is wise, and his strength is great:
  who then can successfully defy him?
He moves the mountains, though they do not know it;
  he throws them down when he is angry.
He shakes the earth, and moves it from its place,
  making all its pillars tremble.
The sun, at his command, forbears to rise,
  and on the stars he sets a seal.
He and no other stretched out the skies,
  and trampled the Sea’s tall waves.
The Bear, Orion too, are of his making,
  the Pleiades and the Mansions of the South.
His works are great, beyond all reckoning,
  his marvels, past all counting.
Were he to pass me, I should not see him,
  nor detect his stealthy movement.
Were he to snatch a prize, who could prevent him,
  or dare to say, ‘What are you doing?’
How dare I plead my cause, then,
  or choose arguments against him?
Suppose I am in the right, what use is my defence?
  For he whom I must sue is judge as well.
If he deigned to answer my citation,
  could I be sure that he would listen to my voice?

Responsorial Psalm
Psalm 87(88):10-15 ©
Let my prayer come into your presence, O Lord.
I call to you, Lord, all the day long;
  to you I stretch out my hands.
Will you work your wonders for the dead?
  Will the shades stand and praise you?
Let my prayer come into your presence, O Lord.
Will your love be told in the grave
  or your faithfulness among the dead?
Will your wonders be known in the dark
  or your justice in the land of oblivion?
Let my prayer come into your presence, O Lord.
As for me, Lord, I call to you for help:
  in the morning my prayer comes before you.
Lord, why do you reject me?
  Why do you hide your face?
Let my prayer come into your presence, O Lord.

Gospel Acclamation
Ps118:105
Alleluia, alleluia!
Your word is a lamp for my steps
and a light for my path.
Alleluia!
Or:
Ph3:8-9
Alleluia, alleluia!
I have accepted the loss of everything
and I look on everything as so much rubbish 
if only I can have Christ
and be given a place in him.
Alleluia!

Gospel
Luke 9:57-62 ©

'I will follow you wherever you go'
As Jesus and his disciples travelled along they met a man on the road who said to him, ‘I will follow you wherever you go.’ Jesus answered, ‘Foxes have holes and the birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.’
  Another to whom he said, ‘Follow me’, replied, ‘Let me go and bury my father first.’ But he answered, ‘Leave the dead to bury their dead; your duty is to go and spread the news of the kingdom of God.’
  Another said, ‘I will follow you, sir, but first let me go and say goodbye to my people at home.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Once the hand is laid on the plough, no one who looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.’

THE COSTS AND DEMANDS OF LIVING OUT OUR VOCATION

SCRIPTURE READINGS: [ JOB 9:1-1214-16LK 9:57-62  ]
Like the three men who asked to be accepted as Jesus’ disciples in today’s gospel, we too were equally excited when we were called to live a new life in Christ.  This call to live a life in Christ does not take place in a vacuum but concretely in our daily life, especially in the vocation that God has chosen for us, or in a less perfect way, a vocation we have chosen for ourselves.  This vocation to love, which is common to all vocations and states of life, often begins with joy, excitement, enthusiasm, high expectations and filled with hopes.  Then we were so grateful, excited and happy that we were so privileged to be blessed with such a challenging and meaningful career or life partner. We said to ourselves, “This is it!  This is what I always want to do!  Or, this is the person I want to spend the rest of my life with.” We thought then that this would be the realization of our dream and indeed the best thing that could have happened to us.
Yet in most cases, such hopes are dashed when reality sets in.  Indeed, if we look back to that time when we had just embarked on a new career, a new assignment or a new state of life, we cannot but look with regret at how our joy and passion have since waned.   How is it that we no longer cherish our spouse when once upon a time we could not bear parting from each other even for a day?  When we came together, we had so much to share.  We thought of each other all day.  But now, we hardly talk.  We have nothing in common.  We prefer to be with our friends, and even when together, there are no feelings of joy, no romance, no real love.  Deep down in our hearts we are too fearful even to admit that the flame of love has died.  This is of course true in our career as well.  Instead of being grateful, we complain and drag our feet to work.  Perhaps for many of us the honeymoon period is long over.
The truth is that reality is so different. It is said that we only value that which we do not have.  But the moment we acquire it, our interest wanes, and we start looking for new conquests. Unfortunately this is especially true of relationships.  A man seeks desperately to marry a woman but once the woman belongs to him, he quickly gets bored with her. Man is always restless and searching for new things to quench his thirst and to fill up his loneliness and void in life. In our great disappointment with our life and situation, we cannot but ask the question, “why, why?”  We blame people, our spouse and even God.
But what right do we have to complain?  Do we have a right to question God just as Job questioned Him?  The truth is that when we question God, then God will challenge us, not in the questions we have but even the right to question Him.  This precisely was the situation with Job in the first reading.  In all fairness for those of us who have chosen a particular state of life, we have no real basis to be angry with God or to make demands on Him.  This is because no one forced us to be baptized or to get married or be a priest.   No one, and certainly not Jesus, promised us that we will have an easy or a luxurious life.  On the contrary, we all know very well that we are called to live a life of sacrifice because love entails sacrifices and self-emptying. We are called to give ourselves totally to the service of the Kingdom without regard for our own comfort and selves, but all for the greater glory of God and for the good of our fellowmen.
Such requirements and obligations are made clear in the gospel as well. Jesus precisely forewarned those who wanted to become His disciples.  To the man who was too keen to follow Him, Jesus warned him “Foxes have holes and the birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.”  To the one who was still attached to his loved ones, Jesus said, “Once the hand is laid on the plough, no one who looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.”  Consequently, we cannot pretend to be ignorant of the demands, not only of discipleship but apostleship as well.  As ambassadors of Christ’s love, we are called to do more and give up even more.  Certainly we are expected to live a more arduous and self-sacrificing life than people in the world.
We have to face the challenges of living out our Christian life in faith with our loved ones, the community we are in or with the people that we work with and work for, who often not only take us for granted but take advantage of us.  So we have to get used to the prospect of more difficulties and sufferings when we give ourselves to our vocation. There will be times when we would be misunderstood for our good intentions; there will be times when slanderous rumours circulate about us.  We will have to experience injustices and scandals in our very home, community and office; from our closest ones, spouse and friends.  Some will not only be ungrateful but even betray us.
When that happens, we will ask “Why?  Why?  How can this be?”  But the truth of life is that evil continues to exist and threaten us.  As a result, we will feel like giving up because our vision of what being a Christian and a disciple is all about will be challenged.  When we cannot accept the sinful situation of the community we belong to, then we would face the same situation as Job.  For like him, in the face of injustice, misunderstanding and innocent suffering, we will wonder whether God is real.  We will be so scandalized in the face of contradictions that we will feel like giving up.
In such a situation, we should not be surprised.  Why should we?  Isn’t the call of married vocation or priestly life or service in governmental, voluntary and Church organizations to die to self for the sake of those whom we love, and even for those who do not appreciate us?  Yes, today, we must learn from Job to cling on to God and trust that He is in charge and in control of our lives and history.  We are called to surrender our lives to Him even when we do not understand the workings of history.  This is what Christian discipleship is all about – a call to surrender totally; to rely on God alone and to give ourselves generously and unconditionally in love to our people.
How, then, do we keep our mind focused in case we lose our sense of direction, since Jesus warned us, “The man who puts his hand on the plough and look back is not fit for the kingdom of God.”?  Firstly, we must not forget the reasons for our desire to get married or join an organization or a ministry.  We need to recall our original and lofty ideals and vision of our aspirations even if such enthusiasm requires purification.  But it would be disastrous if we become complacent and lose our dream and vision.
Secondly, we must not forget the urgency of the mission.  For to the man who wanted to delay joining Jesus in His mission because he wished to bury his father first, Jesus said, “Leave the dead to bury their dead; your duty is to go and spread the news of the kingdom of God.”  In other words, we must not allow pessimistic and wet-blankets around us to dampen our calling and vision.  Realizing the urgency and the immensity of work to be done for the building of the Kingdom, we cannot afford to wallow in self-pity at our misfortunes.  We must go forward, think positively and continue to do good, working tirelessly even when we face difficulties and sufferings in our vocation and ministry.  This is what our vocation is all about.  It is a call to total self-emptying which inevitably involves sacrifices and sufferings.
So, in the face of challenges and difficulties, let us not complain because we have given up that right, since the vocation we have chosen is a free response on our part.  To be a true disciple of Jesus Christ in the final analysis is to carry the cross after Jesus for the sake of love. It is to share Christ’s sacrifice on the cross which we celebrate everyday ritually in the Eucharist.  Lest we complain, let us consider the cost of discipleship and apostleship before we undertake any ministry or responsibility.  Many of us are so quick to say “yes”, but in the face of hard work, we give up.  Let us count the cost of discipleship and the price of love and service so that we will not regret in future.  Enthusiasm alone is not sufficient to carry us through but selfless love. Most of all, complete faith and confidence in God and basking in His love will see us through.  Without the assurance of His continued love, we will lack the courage to carry on.  When the love of God is in us, nothing is impossible.   Only then, can we be that man “who puts his hand on the plough” and not look back and thus be said to be “fit for the kingdom of God”!

Written by The Most Rev William Goh, Roman Catholic Archbishop of Singapore © All Rights Reserved



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