20150711 OVERCOMING FEAR AND GUILT
Readings at Mass
First reading
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Genesis
49:29-33,50:15-26 ©
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Jacob gave his sons
these instructions, ‘I am about to be gathered to my people. Bury me near my
fathers, in the cave that is in the field of Ephron the Hittite, in the cave in
the field at Machpelah, opposite Mamre, in the land of Canaan, which Abraham
bought from Ephron the Hittite as a burial-plot. There Abraham was buried and
his wife Sarah. There Isaac was buried and his wife Rebekah. There I buried
Leah. I mean the field and the cave in it that were bought from the sons of
Heth.’
When
Jacob had finished giving his instructions to his sons, he drew his feet up
into the bed, and breathing his last was gathered to his people.
Seeing
that their father was dead, Joseph’s brothers said, ‘What if Joseph intends to
treat us as enemies and repay us in full for all the wrong we did him?’ So they
sent this message to Joseph: ‘Before your father died he gave us this order:
“You must say to Joseph: Oh forgive your brothers their crime and their sin and
all the wrong they did you.” Now therefore, we beg you, forgive the crime of
the servants of your father’s God.’ Joseph wept at the message they sent to
him.
His
brothers came themselves and fell down before him. ‘We present ourselves before
you’ they said ‘as your slaves.’ But Joseph answered them, ‘Do not be afraid;
is it for me to put myself in God’s place? The evil you planned to do me has by
God’s design been turned to good, that he might bring about, as indeed he has,
the deliverance of a numerous people. So you need not be afraid; I myself will
provide for you and your dependants.’ In this way he reassured them with words
that touched their hearts.
So Joseph
stayed in Egypt with his father’s family; and Joseph lived a hundred and ten
years. Joseph saw the third generation of Ephraim’s children, as also the
children of Machir, Manasseh’s son, who were born on Joseph’s lap. At length
Joseph said to his brothers, ‘I am about to die; but God will be sure to
remember you kindly and take you back from this country to the land that he
promised on oath to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.’ And Joseph made Israel’s sons
swear an oath, ‘When God remembers you with kindness be sure to take my bones
from here.’
Joseph
died at the age of a hundred and ten; they embalmed him and laid him in his
coffin in Egypt.
Psalm
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Psalm
104:1-4,6-7 ©
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Seek the Lord, you
who are poor, and your hearts will revive.
Give thanks to the
Lord, tell his name,
make
known his deeds among the peoples.
O sing to him, sing
his praise;
tell all
his wonderful works!
Seek the Lord, you
who are poor, and your hearts will revive.
Be proud of his holy
name,
let the
hearts that seek the Lord rejoice.
Consider the Lord and
his strength;
constantly
seek his face.
Seek the Lord, you
who are poor, and your hearts will revive.
O children of
Abraham, his servant,
O sons of
the Jacob he chose.
He, the Lord, is our
God:
his
judgements prevail in all the earth.
Seek the Lord, you
who are poor, and your hearts will revive.
Gospel
Acclamation
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1Jn2:5
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Alleluia, alleluia!
Whenever anyone obeys
what Christ has said,
God’s love comes to
perfection in him.
Alleluia!
Or
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1P4:14
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Alleluia, alleluia!
It is a blessing for
you
when they insult you
for bearing the name of Christ,
for the Spirit of God
rests on you.
Alleluia!
Gospel
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Matthew 10:24-33
©
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Jesus instructed the
Twelve as follows: ‘The disciple is not superior to his teacher, nor the slave
to his master. It is enough for the disciple that he should grow to be like his
teacher, and the slave like his master. If they have called the master of the
house Beelzebul, what will they not say of his household?
‘Do not
be afraid of them therefore. For everything that is now covered will be
uncovered, and everything now hidden will be made clear. What I say to you in
the dark, tell in the daylight; what you hear in whispers, proclaim from the
housetops.
‘Do not
be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; fear him rather
who can destroy both body and soul in hell. Can you not buy two sparrows for a
penny? And yet not one falls to the ground without your Father knowing. Why,
every hair on your head has been counted. So there is no need to be afraid; you
are worth more than hundreds of sparrows.
‘So
if anyone declares himself for me in the presence of men, I will declare myself
for him in the presence of my Father in heaven. But the one who disowns me in
the presence of men, I will disown in the presence of my Father in heaven.’
OVERCOMING
FEAR AND GUILT
SCRIPTURE
READINGS: GN 49:29-33;
50:15-26; MT 10:24-38
We all
live in fear. We fear rejection, loneliness and suffering. Most of
all, we fear death. There is in every man the instinct to preserve his
life. No one wants to die if he is assured of love, sustenance and
happiness. In order to protect our interests, we would go to a great
extent to perpetuate our existence, sometimes even employing unethical
means. Fear is the cause of many of our sins.
Hence,
we should not be surprised to read of how Joseph’s brothers, upon the death of
their father, lied to Joseph that their father specifically instructed him
thus, “Oh forgive your brothers their crime and their sin and all the wrong
they did you.” They had to use their father’s name because they were
still uncertain whether Joseph would take revenge on them after his
death. They said, “Now therefore, we beg you, forgive the crime of the
servants of your father’s God.” This shows that fear still lurked in
their hearts in spite of the goodwill and assurance of Joseph. They still
could not believe that their brother had forgiven them.
The
real reason was the guilt they still carried in themselves. They could
not believe in forgiveness. They recognized their crime was unpardonable.
Indeed, most of us cannot forgive ourselves for what we have done. We
labour in the belief that unconditional forgiveness is impossible. We
feel that we should be punished for our sins. This explains why even
after using their father’s name, they were still willing to be punished as they
told Joseph, “We present ourselves before you as your slaves.”
This is
also very true of us as well. Sometimes the wrongs we have done in the
past have been forgiven by those whom we have injured but, somehow, we cannot
believe that they have forgiven us. This is also true even in the
Sacrament of Reconciliation. Some penitents who have already confessed
their sins with contrite hearts, continue to feel deep in their hearts they
have not been forgiven by God and thus are unworthy to see Him when they die.
More
likely, when we feel this way, it is because we ourselves have not truly
forgiven those who have hurt us. The truth is that we tend to project our
lack of forgiveness on others. The inability to accept forgiveness
springs from ourselves; not the injured party.
Indeed,
more often than not, these fears are unfounded. Joseph had truly forgiven
his brothers and had never had any intention of taking revenge on them.
Similarly too, Jacob was fearful of his future, especially his fidelity to his
ancestors. It was with reluctance that he migrated to Egypt, but his
constant thought was to return to the land God had promised to them.
Again, his fears were unfounded because as history would show, his bones
including that of Joseph’s would be buried with their ancestors.
So how
then can we overcome fear in our lives?
Firstly,
we must overcome fear by living in the truth. As Jesus warns us
“everything that is now covered will be uncovered, and everything now hidden
will be made clear.” Falsehood and lies are the means by which the devil
holds us in bondage. Many of us live not just in guilt but fear of being
exposed for our crimes and lies one day. We are worried that our past
might catch up with us. This is true especially for crimes concerning
breach of trust, theft, cheating, slandering and especially sexual crimes
against innocent children or women. To live a life of freedom, we must
now choose to live in the truth, since only the truth can set us free.
People can forgive our past so long as we show sincerity in repentance.
To live
in the truth entails being truthful to our identity as the son and daughter of
the Father as Jesus did. “So if anyone declares himself for me in the presence
of men, I will declare myself for him in the presence of my Father in
heaven. But the one who disowns me in the presence of men, I will disown
in the presence of my Father in heaven.” We can only share in the sonship
of Jesus provided we recognize Him to be the Son of God and in and through Him,
we become adopted sons and daughters in the Spirit too. To declare our
faith in Jesus is more than saying that Jesus is my Lord but to act and live
like a child of God. Our lives must not contradict our identity as the children
of God. We must bear witness to Christ in both word and deed.
Secondly,
we must see beyond this life. Jesus invites us to see death and life in
perspective. He cautioned us saying, “Do not be afraid of those that kill
the body but cannot kill the soul; fear him rather who can destroy both body
and soul in hell.” To live a living death while still on earth because of
the incapacity to love and be loved is already an experience of spiritual
death. It would be tragic to perpetuate this kind of hellish life into
the next world of eternity. When we see that eternal life is at stake, we
will be able to accept the sufferings of life, even when events appear not to
be in our favour.
Thirdly,
like Joseph and Jacob, we must learn to trust in divine providence. Fears
are created by man, instigated by the Devil. The antidote to fear is
trust in God and faith in Him whilst doing our best. It is said that fear
knocks at the door, but when faith opens it, no one is out there. Isn’t this
what Jesus is assuring us of today? “Can you not buy two sparrows for a
penny? And yet not one falls to the ground without your Father
knowing. Why, every hair on your head has been counted. So there is
no need to be afraid; you are worth more than hundreds of sparrows.”
Fourthly,
we must recognize that suffering is part and parcel of life. We are
called to share in the sufferings of Christ by carrying our cross after
Him. If Jesus our master has suffered and the apostles as well, why do we
think we should be exempted from suffering and persecution? In the
gospel, Jesus preempts us, urging the Twelve as follows, “the disciple is not
superior to his teacher, nor the slave to his master. It is enough for
the disciple that he should grow to be like his teacher, and the slave like his
master. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, what will
they not say of his household? ‘Do not be afraid of them therefore.“
Yes,
when we live in the truth and according to the Spirit, we will find ourselves
at peace. If one is negative towards others and lacking trust in God and
man, it has to do with a heart that is lacking in integrity. Perhaps,
this story could serve to illustrate the point. At the beach, a boy was
playing with marbles. There came a girl with a box of chocolates. The
boy offered to give her his entire collection of marbles if she would give him
all her chocolates. And she agreed. However, the boy did not give her all
the marbles. He kept the biggest and the most beautiful one for
himself. The girl went home and slept peacefully that night whereas the
boy was unable to sleep, wondering whether the girl kept any chocolates for
herself, just as he did with the marbles. Those who give themselves
totally to their loved ones and to God will in the same measure trust that
their loved ones and God will do the same. Those who cheat in
relationships will also think that others are doing the same thing. In
the measure we give is the measure we receive.
Written
by The Most Rev William Goh
Roman
Catholic Archbishop of Singapore
©
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