Wednesday, 17 February 2016

CONVERSION OF THE CONVERTED

20160217 CONVERSION OF THE CONVERTED

Readings at Mass
Liturgical Colour: Violet.

First reading
Jonah 3:1-10 ©
The word of the Lord was addressed a second time to Jonah: ‘Up!’ he said ‘Go to Nineveh, the great city, and preach to them as I told you to.’ Jonah set out and went to Nineveh in obedience to the word of the Lord. Now Nineveh was a city great beyond compare: it took three days to cross it. Jonah went on into the city, making a day’s journey. He preached in these words, ‘Only forty days more and Nineveh is going to be destroyed.’ And the people of Nineveh believed in God; they proclaimed a fast and put on sackcloth, from the greatest to the least. The news reached the king of Nineveh, who rose from his throne, took off his robe, put on sackcloth and sat down in ashes. A proclamation was then promulgated throughout Nineveh, by decree of the king and his ministers, as follows: ‘Men and beasts, herds and flocks, are to taste nothing; they must not eat, they must not drink water. All are to put on sackcloth and call on God with all their might; and let everyone renounce his evil behaviour and the wicked things he has done. Who knows if God will not change his mind and relent, if he will not renounce his burning wrath, so that we do not perish?’ God saw their efforts to renounce their evil behaviour, and God relented: he did not inflict on them the disaster which he had threatened.

Psalm
Psalm 50:3-4,12-13,18-19 ©
A humbled, contrite heart, O God, you will not spurn.
Have mercy on me, God, in your kindness.
  In your compassion blot out my offence.
O wash me more and more from my guilt
  and cleanse me from my sin.
A humbled, contrite heart, O God, you will not spurn.
A pure heart create for me, O God,
  put a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me away from your presence,
  nor deprive me of your holy spirit.
A humbled, contrite heart, O God, you will not spurn.
For in sacrifice you take no delight,
  burnt offering from me you would refuse,
my sacrifice, a contrite spirit.
  A humbled, contrite heart you will not spurn.
A humbled, contrite heart, O God, you will not spurn.

Gospel Acclamation
Ezk33:11
Glory and praise to you, O Christ!
I take pleasure, not in the death of a wicked man
– it is the Lord who speaks –
but in the turning back of a wicked man
who changes his ways to win life.
Glory and praise to you, O Christ!
Or
Joel2:12-13
Glory and praise to you, O Christ!
Now, now – it is the Lord who speaks –
come back to me with all your heart,
for I am all tenderness and compassion.
Glory and praise to you, O Christ!

Gospel
Luke 11:29-32 ©
The crowds got even bigger and Jesus addressed them, ‘This is a wicked generation; it is asking for a sign. The only sign it will be given is the sign of Jonah. For just as Jonah became a sign to the Ninevites, so will the Son of Man be to this generation. On Judgement day the Queen of the South will rise up with the men of this generation and condemn them, because she came from the ends of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon; and there is something greater than Solomon here. On Judgement day the men of Nineveh will stand up with this generation and condemn it, because when Jonah preached they repented; and there is something greater than Jonah here.’

CONVERSION OF THE CONVERTED


One of the recurring cries of the season of Lent is the call to conversion of heart.  This is a pre-requisite for anyone who is serious about entering into the New Life.  Unless we repent of our sins or turn away from the old way of life, there can be no new life or any resurrection experience.  So the season of Lent is really an invitation to the whole Christian community to take stock of their spiritual life and refocus on Jesus and the gospel once again.  This was why Pope Francis in his first encyclical invites the whole Church to a missionary conversion, beginning with the Church’s hierarchy, bishops, priests and religious and then the laity.  Without a conversion of heart, we cannot speak of any evangelical or missionary activity. This is the theme of today’s scripture readings.
In the first reading from the book of Jonah, we read how God sent Jonah to announce the message of repentance to the people of Nineveh.  Ironically, although the intention was to exhort the Ninevites to repent, the person most needing repentance was Jonah himself.  In the first place, he refused to go to the city initially.  He was totally not bothered with the pagan city.  In fact, he was quite happy that God was going to punish the inhabitants for their sins.  In the mind of Jonah, these people did not deserve any mercy or compassion.  They ought to be destroyed because of their wrong doings and especially for threatening Israel’s existence because of their military might.   After almost being drowned, he was forced to go to the city and proclaim the message of repentance.  To his surprise, everyone who heard his call to repentance acted on the warning.   As a consequence, Jonah became angry with God for forgiving them and not punishing them as intended because “God saw their efforts to renounce their evil behaviour. And God relented: he did not inflict on them the disaster which he threatened.”
In truth, the story of Jonah was not focused on the Ninevites who repented but on Jonah himself.  He was the one who needed conversion of heart.  He was self-righteous, thinking that he belonged to the Chosen Race. He considered himself as belonging to God and the non-Jews as those condemned by God.  But God wanted Jonah to know that He loves all His children and all creatures.   Jonah was blinded by pride and a self-righteous spirit.  There was a streak of revenge in his heart, wanting to take it out on his enemies, and hoping that if the disaster struck them, they would have received their just desserts.   Indeed, this is what the responsorial psalm declares as well.  “For in sacrifice you take no delight, burnt offering from me you would refuse, my sacrifice, a contrite spirit. A humbled, contrite heart you will not spurn.”
This same call was also addressed to the Jews, especially the religious leaders.  The problem with the Jews was that they thought too highly of themselves, thinking that they were the chosen people of God.  They despised the non-Jews.  They took their special privilege as God’s chosen people for granted.  But they did not live out their identity as the covenanted people of God. Jesus came to call them to conversion but they were indifferent to His message.   Because of their pride, they were not able to acknowledge Him.  They felt Jesus was a threat and a nuisance to their status quo.  They were so set in their ways that Jesus could make no inroads in bringing them to conversion of heart.  He only met with skepticism and resistance.  They lacked faith, as Jesus lamented, “This is a wicked generation; it is asking for a sign. The only sign it will be given is the sign of Jonah. For just as Jonah became a sign to the Ninevites, so will the Son of Man be to this generation.”
But this is equally true for us.  The most difficult people to call to conversion are those who are within the Church.  As the scripture readings illustrate today, the people who are most receptive to conversion are sinners, because they recognize their shortcomings and their misery. Jesus in the gospel remarked, “On Judgement day the Queen of the South will rise up with the men of this generation and condemn them, because she came from the ends of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon; and there is something greater than Solomon here. On Judgement day the men of Nineveh will stand up with this generation and condemn it, because when Jonah preached they repented; and there is something greater than Jonah here.”
One of the saddest things in life is that those who have do not appreciate what they have until it is taken away from them.  People tend to take for granted their health, even their breathing, till one day their lungs collapse and they have difficulty breathing. The point that Jesus wanted to make was that Jonah the prophet, and Solomon, the exemplification of wisdom, could not even match Him as a candle to a sun; yet His own people rejected Him as the Word of God in person; the eschatological prophet and the Wisdom of God incarnated.  But the people were too blind or prejudiced to see someone greater before them.  So too, how many of our Catholics take their faith for granted!  They are so used to having the Eucharist celebrated within walking distance from their homes; and have the sacraments freely available.  In our churches, there are talks and retreats at nominal charges and most are offered free, but not many are interested to take up such offer.  We take the services provided by our churches and the hard work of our active lay Catholics who serve in their ministries for granted.  Instead of being appreciative, we only know how to complain and lament that these are not good enough. So, like the scribes and Pharisees, we are not ready to acknowledge the shortcomings in our own lives and undertake the necessary conversion of heart and mind.
What are the reasons for the indifference?  Those of us who are clergy, religious and active Church members tend to become self-righteous and presumptuous.  We think we are very holy and since we are praying and reading the Word of God every day, we feel that we have not many sins, at least serious sins.  There is a lack of self-awareness and often our prayers are routine and mechanical, whether we are praying the Liturgy of the Hours or even celebrating the Eucharist.  There is no real preparation or deep reflection on the Word of God.  We do not truly examine ourselves, our motives and our interior life.
The next reason is the tendency to fall into professionalism.  Like the religious leaders during Jesus’ time who seemed to know all the scriptures but do not apply the Word of God to their own lives, we preachers, catechists and teachers similarly often instruct others what they must do, but how many of us apply what we teach in our own lives?   We tell others to forgive, work together, be at peace, walk in love, and pray daily, but we do not do it ourselves.  There is no real depth or conviction on our part; like a salesman selling a product that he himself does not even want to buy!  Indeed, there are so many active Catholics in Church who are living shadowy lives but are holding positions in ministries.  They are intolerant, judgmental and lacking compassion.   Such people put off many from coming to know Christ and the Church.
The third reason is routine.  This is the most common cause of complacency and the lack of enthusiasm in spiritual growth.  It is the repetitive things we do that we no longer feel and focus on what we are doing.  We perform our spiritual exercises, pray our prayers and attend Mass without fervor or devotion.  When our relationship with the Lord lacks a personal touch and devotion, it soon becomes stale and monotonous.  We are just doing it but the heart is not there.  This is true for those in ministry.  It becomes a routine to sing or read at Mass; or to do Church works.  Many of us work in the Church and do ‘churchy’ things without realizing and consciously remembering that we are working for God and for the work of evangelization.   For many of us, it is just work and a chore, not a passion, because it is not a mission. 
During this season of Lent, let us pray for humility of heart.  Let conversion begin with ourselves.  No matter who we are, we need to pray for a deeper conversion.  There are degrees in holiness.  No one is holy enough.  No one is virtuous enough.  We are all sinners and we need to purify our love for God and for our brothers and sisters.  We need to grow in generosity, humility and purity in service.  Holiness is something we need to grow each day with the grace of God.  So before we think of asking others to convert their lives or to repent, let genuine repentance begin with us.   We need to make time for prayer to examine ourselves; or ask our spiritual director or confidante, or better still, our enemies so that they can tell us who we really are!  Do not be afraid of the truth because the truth will set us free.  Otherwise, as Jesus warns us, we will condemn ourselves when we come to realize how ungrateful we are for what the Lord has done for us and the faith that has been given to us.  When we lose our faith, we will lose our life.  If we remain staccato in our faith, we will never find fullness of life and love.  Instead of looking outwards and finding fault with others, let us look inwardly and correct our own.


Written by The Most Rev William Goh Roman Catholic Archbishop of Singapore © All Rights Reserved

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