20160415 FANATICISM OR ZEAL?
Readings at Mass
Liturgical
Colour: White.
First reading
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Acts 9:1-20 ©
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Saul was still
breathing threats to slaughter the Lord’s disciples. He had gone to the high
priest and asked for letters addressed to the synagogues in Damascus, that
would authorise him to arrest and take to Jerusalem any followers of the Way,
men or women, that he could find.
Suddenly,
while he was travelling to Damascus and just before he reached the city, there
came a light from heaven all round him. He fell to the ground, and then he
heard a voice saying, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?’ ‘Who are you,
Lord?’ he asked, and the voice answered, ‘I am Jesus, and you are persecuting
me. Get up now and go into the city, and you will be told what you have to do.’
The men travelling with Saul stood there speechless, for though they heard the
voice they could see no one. Saul got up from the ground, but even with his
eyes wide open he could see nothing at all, and they had to lead him into
Damascus by the hand. For three days he was without his sight, and took neither
food nor drink.
A
disciple called Ananias who lived in Damascus had a vision in which he heard
the Lord say to him, ‘Ananias!’ When he replied, ‘Here I am, Lord’, the Lord
said, ‘You must go to Straight Street and ask the house of Judas for someone
called Saul, who comes from Tarsus. At this moment he is praying, having had a
vision of a man called Ananias coming in and laying hands on him to give him
back his sight.’
When he
heard that, Ananias said, ‘Lord, several people have told me about this man and
all the harm he has been doing to your saints in Jerusalem. He has only come
here because he holds a warrant from the chief priests to arrest everybody who
invokes your name.’ The Lord replied, ‘You must go all the same, because this
man is my chosen instrument to bring my name before pagans and pagan kings and
before the people of Israel; I myself will show him how much he himself must
suffer for my name.’ Then Ananias went. He entered the house, and at once laid
his hands on Saul and said, ‘Brother Saul, I have been sent by the Lord Jesus
who appeared to you on your way here so that you may recover your sight and be
filled with the Holy Spirit.’ Immediately it was as though scales fell away
from Saul’s eyes and he could see again. So he was baptised there and then, and
after taking some food he regained his strength.
He began
preaching in the synagogues, ‘Jesus is the Son of God.’
Responsorial
Psalm
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Psalm 116:1-2 ©
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Go out to the
whole world; proclaim the Good News.
or
Alleluia!
O praise the Lord,
all you nations,
acclaim
him all you peoples!
Go out to the
whole world; proclaim the Good News.
or
Alleluia!
Strong is his love
for us;
he is
faithful for ever.
Go out to the
whole world; proclaim the Good News.
or
Alleluia!
Gospel
Acclamation
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cf.Lk24:46,26
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Alleluia, alleluia!
It was ordained that
the Christ should suffer
and rise from the
dead,
and so enter into his
glory.
Alleluia!
Or
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Jn6:56
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Alleluia, alleluia!
He who eats my flesh
and drinks my blood
lives in me, and I
live in him,
says the Lord.
Alleluia!
Gospel
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John 6:52-59 ©
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The Jews started
arguing with one another: ‘How can this man give us his flesh to eat?’ they
said. Jesus replied:
‘I tell you most
solemnly,
if you do not eat the
flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood,
you will not have
life in you.
Anyone who does eat
my flesh and drink my blood
has eternal life,
and I shall raise him
up on the last day.
For my flesh is real
food
and my blood is real
drink.
He who eats my flesh
and drinks my blood
lives in me
and I live in him.
As I, who am sent by
the living Father,
myself draw life from
the Father,
so whoever eats me
will draw life from me.
This is the bread
come down from heaven;
not like the bread
our ancestors ate:
they are dead,
but anyone who eats
this bread will live for ever.’
He taught this
doctrine at Capernaum, in the synagogue.
FANATICISM
OR ZEAL?
SCRIPTURE
READINGS: [ ACTS 9:1–20;
PS 116:1-2; JOHN 6:52-59 ]
What is the difference
between fanaticism and zeal? There are many people today who seem to be zealous over
religion, politics or an ideology. Yet, some seem to have gone overboard
to the extent of being extremists, condemning everyone else who does not agree
with them. There are others who turn violent and violate the freedom of
others. They cannot accept others with contrary ideas, opinions and
practices. They are imposing and do not stand to reason. When that
happens, zeal has been supplanted by fanaticism. When zeal is no longer
tamed by reason and a controlled enthusiasm, it becomes a mere emotional
outburst and is transformed to fanaticism.
Today, we have a good
example of someone who became fanatical but later transformed by Christ to a
zealous missionary for the gospel. St Paul was a great scholar in Judaism. He was “as
to the law a Pharisee, as to zeal a persecutor of the church, as to
righteousness under the law blameless.” (Phil 3:5b-6) Until
then, he was considered a pious and zealous Jew and Pharisee. But it
seems after the death of St Stephen, he became fanatical. Not only was he
contented to be a good Pharisee like the rest of his fellow Jews, but he began
to take it upon himself to persecute the Christians. He would even go to
the extent of asking letters of authority from the synagogue officials to
arrest the Christians from as far as Damascus.
What could have
transformed him from just being a zealous believer of the Law to a
fanatic? Firstly, it could be the death of St Stephen. The way St Stephen died must have left
an imprint on him. He was one of those who approved of his death yet he
knew that something was not quite right. He knew from the depth of his
heart that he had murdered a man of God. For when St Stephen died, he
died with courage, fortitude and most of forgiveness. Most of all,
when he prayed for his enemy, Saul must have been deeply struck by the serenity
and calmness of St Stephen in meeting his fate. He could have acted
out of guilt and wanted to prove that he did the right thing by taking out his
anger on the other Christians. By so doing, he thought he could prove
them wrong.
Secondly, fanatics often
are very insecure people. This explains why they want to impose their
views on everyone and claim absolute truth. They are not open to dialogue and
discussion. Saul must have been challenged by what St Stephen said and
the lives of the Christians. Throughout his life, he was striving to
achieve perfection but he failed. He was not able to accept his
failures. He lived in guilt and shame for not keeping up with the
laws. How true it is that those people who speak vehemently against
something e.g. a moral issue, often turn out to be the ones who commit the same
sin! When we look deeper, such apparent zeal springs from the inability of the
person to recognize his own weakness. He then tries to deny it by
speaking against it to give the impression that he does not have this
problem. In other words, those who condemn others too much on a particular
issue could indicate that they have an issue that has not been resolved.
Hence, only in meeting
Christ later on, did St Paul come to realise that only faith in Christ can save
him from his failures.
The moment when he accepted himself, and accepted the mercy of Christ, he was
healed. Hence, he wrote, “The life I now live in the body, I live by
faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. I
do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through
the law, Christ died for nothing!” (Gal 2:20b-21)
Without recognizing our own limitations and our weaknesses, our zeal is
transformed to fanaticism to hide our true desires for those things that we seek
in life.
Through the grace of
God, St Paul was healed of his fanaticism. The Lord healed St Paul
by showing him His unconditional love. Of all peoples, the Lord appeared to him and chose him to
be His apostle. The Lord appeared to him on his way to Damascus. He
did not reprimand Saul or condemn him. The Lord simply revealed to him
saying, “I am Jesus, and you are persecuting me. Get up now and go into the
city, and you will be told what you have to do.” The Lord appealed
to Saul’s conscience and a wounded love. The love and forgiveness of Jesus was
followed up with Ananias being sent to heal him and to lay his hands on him so
that he could receive the Holy Spirit.
Secondly, Saul was
healed by the love of the Christian community. Considering that he had
persecuted so many Christians and put so many to death, the community would
have harbored hatred for him and even sought to take revenge, much less welcome
him into the community. They would have been so suspicious of the motives
of Saul. But it was very touching and moving that against his wish and
sentiments, Ananias obeyed the Lord and in faith welcomed Saul into the
Christian community, baptizing him and praying for the gift of the Holy Spirit
to come upon him. When Ananias called him, “Brother Saul”, he must have
broken down to know that he was totally forgiven in spite of his past.
Such was the love and mercy of God Saul experienced.
From then on Saul the
fanatic became Paul the zealous preacher of the gospel to the Gentile. However, this time, the desire to
spread the gospel was no longer motivated by his ego, or desire to impose his
beliefs on others or to take revenge on them. He was motivated purely by
love. Zeal, therefore, unlike fanaticism, is fueled by pure love for others.
St Paul experienced the passion of Christ for him, His suffering on the cross
and His love for him. From the passion of Christ, he began to enter into
Christ’s passion and shared his love and passion for humanity. So, zeal
is when we are motivated not by self-interest, desire for power, glory or
security. Zeal springs from a person who wants to share his love with the
world. Zeal does not lead to violence but is always respectful of others
and always tolerant as well. Zeal is controlled passion and enthusiasm.
So immediately after his
radical conversion, St Paul began to preach the gospel. It was a
Copernican revolution. Instead of everything revolving around him, he revolved around
everyone. Christ became the center of his life and the people became the
object of his mission. Motivated by Christ’s love for him, he gave his
life for the service of all. The zeal that came to St Paul was the
passion of Christ. Every time he thought of Christ’s love for him, he was
moved. He wrote to the Corinthians, “If we are ‘out of our mind’, as
some say, it is for God; if we are in our right mind, it is for you. For
Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and
therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no
longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was
raised again.” (2 Cor 5:13-15)
We too, if we do not
wish to fall into fanaticism, but yet remain zealous in our faith, we must
always be connected with Christ’s passion and resurrection so that we can
identify with Christ so closely that we act like Jesus in all that we do and
say. It is for
this reason that the gospel reminds us of the importance of the
Eucharist. We need to draw life from Jesus just as He drew life from the
Father. Only by eating His flesh and drinking His blood, can we be united
with the Lord in Spirit and, most of all, become more His Body. As we
receive the Lord into our minds and hearts, we are incorporated into the Body
of Christ. By so doing, we can better see the Lord in our brothers and
sisters, especially those who are lost, wounded and vindictive. It is to such
people that the Lord wants to send us, like Ananias, so that we can heal them
of their hurts and deep unresolved wounds. Through our compassion and
identification with them in their pain, we can transform them from acting out
of their wounds into acting out of the wounds and love of Christ for them.
Written
by The Most Rev William Goh Roman Catholic Archbishop of Singapore © All Rights Reserved
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